non mai liberato

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 13:45:53 GMT

So another mistake to add to the book i own. I honestly need to stop. Too many mistakes too soon. I wish that i had stopped dating in october 2005. I would have been completely fine if i did.
But of course i dont listen to anyone, not even myself. So that DAMN cycle keeps going. I hate to think that ill be the cause for someones sadness. I hate to think that for that moment ill be hated. I knew it was going to happen though. I dont feel as bad as i should. Its not like we've been together for long AT ALL. i just know what its like to be heartbroken, and its a terrible feeling. But you get over it. You always just get over it. So its not so bad.

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 09:55:00 GMT

So ive been going to estero almost everyday. Its pretty fun over there.

ANYWAY...

I need for someone to keep my intrest for longer then a couple weeks. Dont you hate that? When you start dating someone, and a couple weeks later your mind starts to change for what ever reason.

But i dunno

Maybe i need to just stick it out and things will improve. I hate doing that though.

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 20:16:07 GMT

its disappointing when you realize that your feelings for someone arent at all strong enough. Its worst when its their fault for not treating you like you deserve. It would be so much easyer to just give up and be single forever. I wish i could do that. Not that i regret the relationships ive been in, well, with a couple exceptions. I just feel like its a very pointless cycle. Maybe it would be easyer to just never be officialy involved with anyone. Feelings wouldnt realy matter. But oh well enough of that...

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 23:37:55 GMT

new years was fun

livejournal is lame, i dont know why i still post. I never have anything to say

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 18:44:46 GMT

i had a pretty awesome night last night

im goin to busch gardens tonight till the first, it should be pretty funnnnn

lifes good right now.

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 01:42:15 GMT

So...
I havent written in this thing in a while

I had THEEEE best day today

It consited of a certain boy, a certain comedy, and flowers

I think im ok now

YOU ARE

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 03:47:16 GMT

LAME LAME LAME

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 03:46:11 GMT

OH hahaahhaa
God Damn it i hate you!!!

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 16:28:44 GMT

OOOWWWWW!!!
this sucks, fuck a buncha wisdom teeth

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 03:37:24 GMT

everythings ganna be alright

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 16:28:17 GMT

I so sick of having to try so fucking hard just for everything to go to shit every couple of months
God, fuck everyone and everything. I dont want to try anymore. I dont care if my life turns out the way i wish it would anymore. I so tired of being let down and im tired of things not working out for me. Nothings fucking easy. I just want it to be easy for a little bit, why cant i have that? its not fair
this is fucked

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 21:03:29 GMT

its ridiculous how things can change so damn fast

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 22:36:08 GMT

hmmmmmmmmm

Sat, 13 May 2006 13:40:27 GMT

can this get any worst...maybe...

Thu, 04 May 2006 01:44:41 GMT

it needs to rain

I love my boyfriend

I miss my brother

I want summer break to hurry up and get here already...its about time

and i need a car

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 03:01:29 GMT

my other half is moving and i'm miserable just thinking about it...

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 22:57:56 GMT

i hate the thought of other girls, no matter how long ago it was...

but only because i love you so much

so its been about 7 months of great times, and im so glad there will be many more

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 18:32:33 GMT

i feel sick

if it gets any hotter in this damn house i will faint

today is sunday
i hate sundays
yesterday wasn't bad, its never bad as long as im with him
but today, i don't have a good feeling about today. Like i said, it's sunday...

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 18:41:47 GMT

i got my glasses today!!!

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 19:50:11 GMT

i whent to get my eyes checked yesterday, and they dialated my eyes...it was wierd. Oh, and i get my glasses in 9 days. Being able to see stuff is going to rule!

P.S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMRAN!!!

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 02:28:37 GMT

you make me extremelly happy

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 20:14:26 GMT

work work work work work work

im tired of work

i cant even remember what it was like when i didnt have a job. I cant wait until summer

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 07:06:16 GMT

I love having sean back here, its incredible. Even if its just for 3 days.
Cambria is the most beautiful little girl i've ever seen!

And i love having Thomas...a lot...

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 19:34:38 GMT

i love baby clothes

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 02:40:33 GMT

so i had a great weekend, i'm really dreading tomorrow though. Last night was insane. Today was calm and relaxing, it was pretty much a great day.